Smear test came back abnormal

I’m new to this, being so young and knowing all this is happening is makes me sad,mad, overwhelmed. My doctor told me that needed a coloposcy done, which i will be getting done. Im at the CIN 1 still mild but knowing that you are on that borderline it kinda sucks. Im digesting all this for now but if any of you can help a woman out and make me feel better that be great. This is all new to me and i been doing my research and tryonb to make myself feel better but the more i over think it i panic. But it be nice to know those that already been through this help a girl out. Thank you!