Had lletz in January and cone biopsy in March and at my appointment yesterday was told I need a total hysterectomy and a '+' over a '_' sign upper vaginectomy -which I presume means it's a possiblity but not definite? Hopefully keyhole surgery.
I lost my mum suddenly at the beginning of January but held it together and have coped reasonably well with the last two hospital procedures. Suddenly I don't feel like I can cope very well any more and just feel really tearful and scared and don't want to go through this surgery. I wonder if anyone can tell me what to expect, how they felt after and was it a long recovery.
I'd really appreciate any words of wisdom or help from your own experiences. I just feel all over the place.
Thank you so much