Hi, I am probabaly not meant to post here since I am not actually diagnosed but... I had my colonoscopy on July 12th so this is week 4 of waiting for results and to-day i got a call to come in to see the consultant tomorrow. I guess i am posting here because they are not going to be telling me good news and i want to have registered here and posted so I have somewhere to come back to tomorrow - ridiculous really!
I'm just so nervous. I am being pretty cool about the whole thing with my husband as I would not wish this chilling feeling on anyone else. I notice that everyone here hates the waiting and it takes its toll but I also notice the speed of treatment and while that is good it is frightening too - it seems like life goes from plod along normal to really serious treatments. I am not worried about any treatment just want whatever it is dealt with but its the pace, the change I see has happened to people seems like bolts from the blue and it must be head wrecking trying to adjust and embark on treatment so fast.
I don't really have a question or anything but will come back and say how it goes tomorrow. I'm 40 by the way - I'm stunned at how young (20's) lots of the people on this site are.