In 2012 I had borderline changes on my first smear result & was sent for a coloscopy, they then took a biopsy from me & I got told to go back in 6 months time as this showed cin 1 & the gynao said this would more than likely clear on its own. I also had HPV present. then was referred back to my nurse for a smear in a years time which came back normal & was told to go back to routine smear tests so the next one is next month. I know this is going to sound crazy as I'm a natural worrier anyway but I'm absolutely dreading going for my next smear test incase there are abnormal changes & I have more visits to the hospital. What is the likely hood of having abnormal smears again after them going back to normal? I had CIN 1 which then cleared on its own. I'm just really anxious as just had a baby 6 weeks ago & I have this dreaded feeling of getting really sick. I'm obviously going to keep up to date with my smears but I'm really struggling with this next one.