Hi, I wondered how you're getting on and if you were able to speak to anyone at the hospital? As the weeks go by you'll hopefully find it isn't at the forefront of your mind all the time, at least what I've found. Distraction can help, immersing yourself in hobbies, interests - even if just losing yourself in a good film or book for a couple of hours so your focus is on something else.
Trying to do what you can to boost your immune system can help - eating well, execise, stopping smoking (if you do) that sort of thing. Since I started trying to boost my immune system I haven't had a cold,in almost 2 years, so it must be doing some good, but so far it hasn't affected the CIN. I have a smear soon so will find out what's happening then. I won't pretend that it's not on my mind at the moment, but I think it's normal when a check up is approaching.
All the best, hope you're doing ok x