So weird. Off for a check up today and suddenly feel really anxious about it. More anxious than I have been at previous ones.
I think it's because I have been really trying to move forward lately and now this is forcing me to remember that it's not really over yet.
i also ran into my surgeon twice in the last week, once at the M&S cheese counter and again at a restaurant on Saturday. He's a cheery soul but its unsettling to keep seeing him out of context.
ah well, just got to push on through I suppose. Wish me luck, I'm going in!