Okay so I think I need someone to calm me down.
I got a hpv smear in November 2019 with no abnormal cells. And they said to go back for another smear in a year , which I did. To which they found moderate dyskaryosis.
I was referred for a colposcopy in December but due to having unprotected sex before the letter came I had to wait for my next period before they could complete lletz. The doctor told me she couldn't see cancer but there was an area that needed treated as she could see the same as what the smear came back as (high grade)
So I had lletz one week ago with no problems. She said it still looks the same. And has removed it. I've gone home pretty positive. But now I'm waiting on results I've started to panic.
Would the doctor be able to see cancer?? She never said it definatly wasn't so could there be a chance??
Why are some people given biopsies before treatment. I was offered treatment straight away?? Does this mean its worse.
Why did I go from no cell changes to cin3 in 6 months. Im honestly so stressed. I work in a hospital so being surrounded by sick people all day is.making me even worse. I'm worried about the results coming back too soon (bad news??) Too late (incase it's causing more damage) . I'm normally pretty positive but this has really scared me and its on my mind 24/7. I'm even dreaming about it.
Please someone give me something positive to think about