Hi all,
I'm very new to all this and I have no support in real life, so I'm really hoping someone here will understand how I'm feeling and will be able to answer my daft questions.
I had an abnormal smear about 3 months ago. I then had a colposcopy done, where they intimated that the cell changes were worse than the smear suggested. They took two biopsies and treated my cervix with something that turned it black and hurt, and sent me on my way.
I found the process very painful.
I have a lletz booked on Friday. And I'm quite scared.
Everyone here seems to know the ''grade" of cell changes and what that means. I haven't been given any of that information.
I feel very odd. Part of me thinks that this is no big deal. It's not cancer, so once they've done this I'll be fine. But there is a small part of me that is thinking 'what if'.
I don't know if I've got the right to feel worried like that. Am I worrying for nothing? Am I bigging this up in my head?
I'm planning to work on Friday morning. Will I be ok to drive afterwards? I don't have a partner anymore (we split up just before I had the biopsies done - nothing to do with this)
Any advice from someone who has been through this would be very much appreciated.
Thanks in advance
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