So I got my colposcopy on Friday and I got a voicemail today from the office saying I need to schedule my LLETZ. The doctor said she wanted to talk to me in person as soon as possible and when I had called back, she had already left for the day. I'm so terrified, not even of the procedure but just because of this whole nightmare. My boyfriend keeps telling me not to be scared which is starting to annoy me because I feel like it's completely impossible not to be scared.
Does the LLETZ just mean abnormalities or is it possible I already have cancer? I'm seriously freaking out, it all just seems so unfair! My boyfriend is really my main support system, I don't have a mom and I'm not super close with the rest of my family. I just hate unloading all of this on him when he has no way of understanding what i'm going through :(