HPV Concerns

Hello, I am thinking this may be in the right spot. I’m confused about it all. I was diagnosed HPV Postive, severe dysplasia, high grade CIN3 LEEP August 2018 the Leep showed they weren’t able to remove all the cells due to the margins also being positive. I had an appointment today for a colposcopy/LEEP is clearly what was scheduled, I get there and they only did a Pap smear and testing. Maybe I’m misunderstanding something but why is this happening. I’m already an emotional wreck off an on  since this diagnosis and this seems to be a long trip for nothing.