Frustrated! 3rd abnormal result

This year is my 3rd year with low grade abnormal results and 3rd upcoming colposcopy … last time I had a biopsy and it was confirmed as cin1/cin2 and it hadn’t gotten bigger or smaller since my first. This is so frustrating. It’s supposed to fix itself!!!
I’m 27 but have no kids yet and would like to in the future, I didn’t want to consider treatment but it looks like I’ll probably have to.
I’m so angry with myself.

Why you angry at yourself??

Treatmevt is not bad. And might be nice to get it over and done with so you don't have to worry anymore. If it's only a small area, I would t worry about the treatment affecting your fertility etc.