I was just diagnosed with high risk HPV and had a colposcopy today. I had an abnormal low grade changes pap 4 years ago but colposcopy was normal and normal paps since. My pap was still normal this time, but positive for HPV. I had the colposcopy and she didn’t see any lesions but did an ECC anyway to be safe. My Dr keeps assuring me that she’s certain I don’t have cancer and that she did the procedure to ease my mind, but I just can’t help but think worst case scenario and have been crying all day. I have a 2 year old daughter and don’t want to leave her behind. 
I’m scared it wasn’t caught on the colposcopy 4 years ago and now it’s too late.
Please try not to worry. I felt I had to reply to you, you seem so sad :(
It's easy to google things and let your mind run off with all the worse case scenarios but please try not to worry.
I had high grade severe cells, and am now waiting for full results following lletz under a GA yesterday. It is what it is. But I am sure it will be fine.
I try not to worry as I can't change the outcome.
Your doctors knows what she is doing, trust her.
Good luck, let us know how you get on xx
