Severe smear but clear biopsy?

Hi there

I’ve had 2 letz in the past. Had another bad smear with no HPV recently so was very stressed.

The biopsy was clear but they tried to do a letz anyway. They couldn’t do it as my cervix was closed so took another biopsy. This was clear.

Apparently the biopsy was taken from the same area as the smear.

I was told I get offered a hysterectomy but now I’m getting monitored. The language around smears is very confusing.

Very confused and scared. I don’t trust the results. Has anyone else had something similar to this?