Hi
I posted last week that my consultant told me I wasn’t benefiting anymore from the chemo mix of avastin/carbo/taxol and told me it was my decision wether to stay on it or not
So yesterday he explained things a lot more what he meant was as I’ve finished my 6 cycle that the chemo has shrunk the tumors to the smallest they are going to get and I have minimal tissue I have always been told the tumors will never go completely and so if I chose to stay on it then technically I’m risking being poorly with no benefits
As the consultant is pleased with the result and told me I’ve responded better than they expected
I’ve decided to stay off the chemo mix I’ve lost my funding for the avastin by doing this as I’m in the uk but I’m 6 weeks now post chemo I feel better every week and honestly feel like there’s nothing wrong with me I have no pain no breathlessness and intend to have a few quality months a head
I have a holiday in January a wedding and honey moon booked for February and off to the barrier reef in March we have decided that there will be no talk of the dreaded c word over the next 3 months
I will have a scan at the end of March to see what’s happening and take things from there
Trying to pack things in whilst off the chemo until the time comes to go back on it
So I have a busy few months ahead of me and wanted to say to all you ladies going through the the treatment stay strong
for those that are finished and in the waiting game I hope for clear scans all the time and to those fighting the second time round stay positive and keep up the fight we can get through this
onwards and upwards
Love Michelle xx