Ok so I'm new had my first smear March 2012 normal. Had my second smear three week ago and it's high grade dyskaryosis. I have three children 7, 3 & 4 months and I'm out my mind with worry that I have cancer. I have had absolutely no symptoms at all and then 9 days after my smear I started bleeding which took me by surprise as I'm breastfeeding. I asked dr and hv and they said it's prob my cycle. So anyway bleeding was light and I mean really light had a few bright red then just pink then brown. Lasted six days. Now I have white discharge. I did get a couple of spots n period symptoms. So I'm hoping that it's just a really light period coz of breastfeeding I've had no bleeding after sex... nothing. I'm terrified I'm so scared I might be seriously ill and leave my babies and my husband I'm supposed to be planning a christening and I can't all I can think is what if I have cancer I can't looked at my children without wanting to cry. I have extreme health anxiety and cancer is my big big fear. I'm terrified of the compos copy not the procedure but what they will tell me.... I am terrified ill start bleeding again and then I'll go off the deep end and think the worst.... why sm I reacting this way when the odds are it isn't and it's just a simple treatment why can't I get this in perspective?