So shortened version of story is - abnormal smear result for the first time (all smears up to date previously). HPV and CGIN. Went for Colposcopy, had Lletz done at the time as they saw changes. Got results back and wasn't clear margins so they said a second procedure would be needed either lletz or straight wire but they were waiting on lab results and would be in touch in a week. We're now 4 weeks later and they just called to say they wanted to see me Friday for a chat. I came off the phone, was physically sick and called back to see if I could get my nurse which I did.
So basically it's taken a while as they lab results same back and they put it to the MDT meeting again for discussion. I said to her my partner is next to me, I can't wait until Friday my anxiety is going through the roof. So she told me the following:
A small focus area has been found and they are unsure of what it is so they want me to see the consultant to discuss what treatment would be best for the next step. She said whatever it is is tiny and it's on the line so they don't know exactly what it is. As the consultant can discuss all treatments I am meeting with her. She said whatever the treatment it will be enough.
So now I have to wait for Friday. I feel 100 times better after calling back and speaking to her again but still very nervous.
After the first call I thiught I was being brought in to be told I had cancer, my mind just flipped out a little. But now I am feeling reassured that there is something there, it's ab unknown but they want it removed.
is that everyone else's opinion, has anyone had a story similar to this? Would be grateful to hear anyone's views xxx