Hello all,
I received the results of my smear audit on 12/5/16 and am struggling to get my head around the findings.
First a bit of background…
I was diagnosed with cc adenosquamous 1b2 in November 2015 aged 32. I had always attended smears, my first being in 2003. They had always been negative. My last smear was February 2014, also negative. I went to the GP in October 2015 after experiencing four episodes of bleeding after sex during September 2015. I had just started a new contraceptive pill so thought it might have been related to that.
The GP wasn’t too concerned but referred me to a rapid access clinic at the women’s health unit in my local hospital. Following a colposcopy where punch biopsies were taken I was told on 25th November 2015 that I had cancer, and so the roller coaster began.
Long story short I had radical hysterectomy with removal of ovaries and 23 lymph nodes on 6th January 2016. Histology of everything removed seems to suggest they removed all cancer, I was downgraded to 1b1 and no further treatment was required.
Back to the audit findings… They only go back 10 years to retest the samples taken, so for me that was 3 out of the 4 smears I have had in my lifetime. It transpires that my results in 2007 and 2010 which were reported as normal, when rechecked both showed borderline changes and the result from the 2014 smear which was reported normal actually showed high grade CGIN when rechecked. The audit report concluded that if any of the three smears had been reported correctly I would have been put on a different screening pathway involving a 6 month recall in 2007, a colposcopy referral in 2010 or an urgent colposcopy referral in 2014.
I know that any screening process isn’t 100% perfect, but I feel incredibly unlucky (and fairly angry to be honest) that I have had three false negatives in three consecutive smear tests over ten years.
I had just started to feel like I was getting back to my normal self emotionally and had started to come to terms with everything that had happened to me over past 6 months and now it feels like I’m back to square one. I know there is no point in saying ‘what if?’ because l can’t change what has happened, but I can feel myself starting to struggle psychologically as it all just seems so unfair. I know it could be a lot worse, and I feel lucky to have avoided further treatment, but I’m still finding the audit results hard to accept.
Has anyone else been through a similar experience and if so, have you got any advice on how to move on?
Apologies for the long post, and thank you for reading.
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