Hi,
I would really appreciate someone to talk to as i am going out my mind. Im even causing rifts between my family as they all think im mad.
i just wanted to message the site as i am in exactly the same position as a lot of people on here ! i have just turned 24. Been bleeding after sex and between periods for the last year. Abnornmal discharge smelly (for me), severve back and leg pain and bad stomach cramps like im always on my period. Refused a smear over n over again by gp. Begged for a referal to gyno. Went in dec and she literally fobbed me off saying is probably hormones and i had a small erosion which she cauterized and said it was this and had a feel of me internally n said felt ok. For 2 weeks i felt great and now all the symptoms have come bk but worse plus spotting. Never offered me a smear AGAIN. Had ultrasoud and was all clear which i new would be as they only checked my ovaries. I literally cant sleep or eat i feel sick with worry!! Rang bk today and they said they will try to refer me again but they are not taking me seriously at all. It feels like theres an excuse for everything!! I no my body and i have been like this since nov. So nearly 3 monthw now. I just no i may have CC as all my symptoms are exactly what it is. I feel hurrendous! Iv booked a private colposcopy for 2 weeks who will take a sample of my cervix and see what the hell is going on but im preparing for the worst
I keep wondering if the erosion was cancer. I cant get out of this depression cloud im under.
I would be very grateful for some advice
Thanks
Leah
Xx