Hey ladies
So im a year and a half post hysterectomy.
I say to most people im 90% mentally fine with it and 10% i struggle.
But recently im feeling really low , and i try to talk to family and my partner but i dont feel they reallt understand what ive been though.
I was 29 when i had the hysterectomy.
Im finding it hard knowing i will never get to have another baby , im already incredibly lucky that i have two children, and i know i probably sound so horrible as i know some women arent as lucky as i am already.
But some days are so hard. My SIL had a baby in january and im so happy for her but also i have this horrible jealousy , and she talks to me about having another one and i try to be so up beat , but literally want to cry.
Im sorry ivr written in here , i suppose i just needed to free it from my mind 
