hi, I am new to the site, I had my first smear test on 21/03/14 and had a letter last Wednesday saying I have high grade dyskaryosis and have a colposcopy booked for 28/04/14 but I really want to have it sooner as I am so worried about it all! Also do you think you can feel your own cervix and know if it is abnormal or not? Might sound like a silly question because I suppose I wouldn't know what was normal or not? I just can't cope with all the waiting! Do you think the fact I am having to wait 5 weeks between smear and colposcopy is a good sign? Or does it just depend? My mother in law thinks if it was anything serious they would have me straight in? I just don't know what to think. Any replies would be greatly appreciated.