Worried please help

Hie Ladies

So I had a LLETZ on the 10th of May for CIN 11. I developed an infection a week after and I was put on antibioticts which cleared the infection. I was finally feeling like my myself again when I suddenly started bleeding heavily. This was 18 days after LLETZ. I was taken to A&E and I was admitted and taken to theatre. On exam they saw a bleeding arterial vessel and bleeding from a raw area on the cervix. I lost a lot of blood but they fixed me and I was discharged after spending the night in hospital. 

Today (2 days after hospital discharge) I got a call from the hospital saying they made an appointment for me for next week Thursday. I asked why they needed to see me and she said it's just a review. Is this typical procedure or there is something wrong with me that they want to discuss in person? I am so worried and I don't know what to think. Am I being paranoid? Did anyone go through the same situation? Now I have loads of questions like why didn't I heal from the procedure?

I am worried sick. Please help

Hi

Sorry to hear this. I haven't experienced this myself but I do know how hard waiting is, hopefully they just want to go over things with you at your app. I know it is easy for me to say but try and keep busy and hopefully that may take your mind off things x 

Hie

Thank you for your reply. I really hope it is just go over things with me. I just feel so physically and emotionally drained I don't think I can take any more bad news. I feel so tired and low in energy, just going up the stairs is a struggle. I have poor appetite and headaches that won't stop. I guess it's from losing a lot of blood.

I just want it all to be over. Sorry for the rant. This is the only place I can express myself. Outside I judt suffer in silence and pretend to be ok for the sake of myself and those around me