So I have panicked myself stupid today, 2 days ago I started with itching like you get from thrush and a bit of yellow discharge, not offensive to smell. As I have had a little problem with thrush during radiation I thought I would put some cream on, whilst doing this I pushed my finger into my vagina a little bit and thought I felt a lump......as you can Imagine I have hit a panic button rang my cancer nurse crying and am seeing my consultant on tues, she say only to put my mind at rest. I have been struggling for days now mentally in that I have been having negatve thoughts, the other day for no reason I got up and had a little twinge in my hip, I thought oh no recurrence, then from that I thought, well what am I going to go I cant have chemo again as I am allergic to it, from there I thought if I have chemo it will be stronger and I will loose my hair to then thinking when I die I will be buried bald.
What is happening to me and has anyone else had the itching and discharge, I am all wound up again now.
Love Emma x