happy 2015 everybody
Im new to the forum but i must admit ive been reading lots of comments from ladies in the same postion as me and it has been helping alot
unfortunately im getting to the stage where anxiety and worry and depression is kicking in.. I was diagnosed about 2 months ago with suspected cervical cancer after my smear came back abnormal followed by a copolscopy, which showed signs of CIN3, this was quickly followed by a cone biopsy , 2 weeks later i received the news it was cc3 1b1 ( i think thats how you say it my heads a slight blur atm) she said that a radical hystorectomy was the best option which i didnt feel to upset about it as i have 2 children and no plans to have any more!
anyway I had a CT and MRI last friday and going to the hospital tomorrow for results and to meet the surgeon and discuss the surgery which is booked in for the 8th Jan.. Im so scared about finding out these results i have constant fear that it has spread to other places and pains everywhere which i think are somewhat down to stress and maybe pyscological , I have read that after the scans the staging can change ? I hate feeeling this way and wish i could be more positive especially for my poor OH who is suffering too :(
Im looking forward to hearing back from people in my position I really do find this forum so comforting