Will I ever get a normal result

last august I had a cone excision to remove CIN3. 6 months later I had my follow up which showed high risk hp. I had my most recent smear and colposcopy last month which has showed CIN1. They are leaving it for another 6-12 months and I will then have another smear and colposcop. It just seems that every time I go there is something new. Has anyone had anything similar and went on to having a normal result 

I had treatment last year to remove cells via the lletz I am as well back again as I have high risk hpv and more changes.. I feel your stress it's like never ending. Xxx