Good evening ladies
well I'm typing feeling quite calm having had a bit of a day. Had been booked in for colposcopy on Friday but went up today to ask some questions and when they could see how upset I was they did it there.
nurse seemed worried so got the specialist. The nurse had said it looked like stage 3 potentially however once the consultant looked and felt around she said that looks wise it could be a one or two as quite localised obviously staging may change this. Just wondering and I know it sounds crazy but if I should believe the consultant given what the nurse said? I know it will depend on the scans but given what the nurse initially said in really hoping to take some comfort from what consultant said.
also what now? She explained but I was too spaced to take it in. She mentioned pet and Mri scan I think.
is it crazy ladies but I had prepared to be told I had a day to live or something and whilst that still may happen speaking to the consultant and at least knowing that I can start fighting has helped and one bit of the waiting in limbo is over.