just feel i need to post as just need to get it off my chest and feel like i'm doing my friends head in with it.
i am not the worlds most patient person when it comes to things out of my control, it has now been 6 weeks since my colposcopy, the colposcopist didn't really say much about what she could see except it was a karge area and i was making her work for her money lol the results of my smear came back as high grade so i'm presuming cin3, but the mind keeps wandering, i'm no longer sleeping properly and feel like i've been sat by the letterbox for months (including smear results) just waiting for the postman to come. I rang the doctors last week and they hadn't recieved my results so i rang the colposcopy unit this week, the receptionist was lovely but couldn't give me the results, she was going to print them off and get the colposcopist to dictate the letter the next day, which has now put more thoughts in my head, surely they have a standard letter for cin that they send out?!
anyway, i'm sure i'm fretting over nothing and the results would've been in weeks ago had it been cc and hopefully the letter will arrive tomorrow
sorry for the long post and rant, just felt i needed to get it out there and didn't know where else to do it x