So my original smear said I had slight abnormal cells and also HPV.
I had my colposcopy and she said it looked high risk and took a biopsy.
She also said that regardless of the biopsy she think ill need treatment.
Just feel really low, worried and sore now 
Im sorry,
Its so much to go through; physically and emotionally. Get lots of support and cuddles from those around and do things to look after yourself, cry/write/meditate, or whatever helps and know you are not alone xxx
Thank you. Just was hoping it would be straight forward :(
