I posted on here about a week ago and at that point was being referred to a consultant as there was some concern during colposcopy and biopsys were taken .
Well the worst was confirmed and cc has been diagnosed( gulp!) high grade cgin with defined endocervical adencarcinoma ( think thats right!? )but to be honest sort of stopped listening properly when the word cancer was mentioned! Feel in a bit of a dream and not a nice one and am just waiting for my mri on monday to give a better idea of what stage its at . A hysterectomy is a definite ...type/further treatment will be determined by mri . Think im coping ok at the mo ...still not sunk in to be honest but am worrying about work ...dont get sick pay ...and how /what i say to my 8 year old son when i do go in for surgery ...my partner is fantastic and has been so supportive but i worry about him to and how he is coping ...like many men he dosnt really express his feelings that readily and i think he is not wanting to upset me. Fingers crossed the cancer is contained and can be removed but do have moments of 'what if' ....roll on 22nd jan for results of mri ...reading peoples stories on here does give me hope that it will be ok if a bit rocky for a while !