I can't get through my fear of recurrence, though results of my operation were pretty positive. I was diagnozed with CC after conization, where 10x7 mm tumor was found with LVSI present. After all scans etc i had radical trachelectomy, another 12x7 mm found, but other than that with 38 lymp nodes out, margins clear, no LVSI, no nodes involvement. I still had to go another slight operation as margins were not big enough (3 mm on one side, and they wanted at least 5). Still waiting for the path report for this one.
Anyway, the LVSI in the very first conization freaks me out, and one day I'm positive, another day I cry and I'm sure I will die :(
I know it's hard for everyone, and everyone is different, and I'm just looking for some support - or maybe positive stories.
I will see a counselling service next week, to help me out, but it's really up and down all the time ...