Thank you all so much for your replies!
Sarah I hope you are recovering well xxx
King219305, my first smear 2 years ago was borderline/abnormal but was told it was ok to continue ttc, I reveieved a moderate smear during early pregnancy and has colposcopys throughout and another moderate smear this july. Lletz have revealed the small area of CC. Its so individual, I would tell you to try not to worry but know it can be impossible as Sarah said and my consultant for original colposcopy sometimes when they have a look it can be downgraded so she wasn't even set on lletz till she looked. Good luck to you xx
Jojo, big hugs right back! At the moment I know very little aside from a little picture he drew to try and reassure me and my husband yesterday. I hadn't been called in or anything yet it was a complete fluke that the GP sent me there as she wasn't comfortable with how much I was bleeding at doctors surgery. The first thing the consultant who got me sorted yesterday said is 'are you aware you had a large area removed' which I wasn't then he went on to tell me what they had found. Next thing I know I was being cauterised again. It actually feels totally foggy in my brain today. He said there is 1 small area and they will either remove more for a bigger margin or theres a chance they might not need to but has said I will know more after the mdt meeting. I'm not sure exactly how much they removed, I will ask though when I get called in. I'm determined to stay away from anything aside from this website and have just been writing questions down on my phone as and when they come to me. Some I'll never ask as theyre straight up ridiculous 3am weird thought questions but the sensible ones I will be making full notes on.
Will let you know as I know more though and heaps of well wishes your direction for the 6th! xxx