Knowing what to expect definitely helps - despite last time being rough I’ve still found myself a lot less anxious with this round as I know it might be a bit rubbish but I also know I’ll get through it. Plus, lorazepam helps
You’re totally right about the waltzer sensation, that’s exactly how I get, too! It’s not entirely unpleasant in some respects but I prefer to have my faculties intact during the day so avoiding it where possible. I would definitely recommend trying it at night, though - it really helps me drop off and stay asleep. See how you go.
Well done for being a bloody trooper - let us know how your last couple of days of treatment go. Thinking of you. Take care xx