hi all, bit confused and i cant seem to find out about total abdominal hysterectomy's without googling it..my husband banned me from it after i wigged out over vaginal cuffs!!
Everyone seems to have had the radical one, im dont know what the difference is...not good considering ive signed off to have a total..(keeping my ovaries)
I also feel a fraud as i havent been told i have cc. I have had two leeps that have come back severe dykso...(however you spell it) cin3 full margins, all i remember is its high up in my cervix growing inside out? i did ask for a diagram but a piece of paper with doctor scrawl aint helping when i cant remember what he said, but apparently this is the best thing for me.
now this is what confuses me...ive had 3 c-sections, and was told if you have a four they cut down from your belly button...this doctor guy going to go in through there...and my bladder could have fused to the scar tissue...now why the hell doesnt he make a new cut? scared im going to be wearing tenna lady for the rest of forever. Also im at basildon hospital...which left a swab in my mates mum when she had hers and she ended up with a massive hernia. then i found out about vaginal cuffs...i cried all day and throwing all my ann summers stuff in bin bags and looking for polyester nighties and telling my husband we aint never having sex again. (yes ive been told im melodramatic) overall im now crapping my nice frilly knickers (dont fret i have massive bridgit jones in the drawer now ready)
im worrying that im going to have a personality transplant. as im going from perv to missing half my bits.
sorry about my random moaning little bit apprehensive that it is all going to change,