Colposcopy Nov 2013 CIN3
Colposcopy April 2015 CIN2
My Oncologist has just written to me with results from latest colposcopy saying he couldn't get it all despite me having nearly all my cervix removed this time. I need to go in & discuss my treatment options to include a hysterectomy.
Does this now count as cancer? We tiptoed round it last time, I really like my Oncologist but he can be quite vague, must be a difficult job to do. I'm in limbo waiting for this appointment with him now as well. I'm scared of having the hysterectomy because I had my children by c-sec so we know my bladder & womb are fused, I don't want to go through menopause either or another surgery. I hate hospital & I'm a crap patient.
I'm also chasing promotion at work, moving house, my eldest is off to secondary school is September so is feeling emotionally vulnerable & my 8yr old is disabled so I'm fighting for all her services. The timing could not be more outrageous and I feel quite offended by it!! :) plus I'm bleeding constantly, in pain (despite having a coil still) under the weather, tired & fed up.
Just wanted to say hi really, to other people who know how I'm feeling..