Hi everybody!
I am currently freaking out and terrified over the waiting game. I am 23 and have been getting yearly pap smears since I was 21.
First result when I was 21 was rare cell atypical. Second result when I was 22 was atypical. My last result came back just a few days ago and I am positive for a high risk strain of HPV along with mild dysplasia. In the last few months I recently started spotting between periods, sex has become uncomfortable, and I feel like I'm having dull period cramps constantly.
My doctor wants to wait a year to retest. They don't think a colposcopy is necessary because of my age and they won't be performing one next year when I go back. I'm not comfortable with those answers because it seems like things are getting worse. I know I should trust my doctor's judgement, but it's hard right now.
How have you ladies coped with the waiting game? I've been going crazy reading anything I can get my hands on, alternating between crying and sleeping, and I don't think I can last a year doing this.
Thank you in advance for taking time to talk!!!