i had my results for my lettz back today after a painfull five week wait , and i am glad to say that it was cin3 and they have got rid of it all in time, so i am all clear thankfully!!!!, i have my smear results back from the doctor at the start of december, and from that moment on , my life was turned upside down emotionally!!!! and this website played a big part of helping me deal and understand everything i needed to know about what i was going through,,and made me realise i wasnt on my own, because at some points of it i felt like i was the loneliest person on the planet, even though i have a great supportive partner and three beautifull children, there are so many people going through the same thing!!! some people alot worse of than others!!! and some not!!! but all feeling the same, worrying the same, i have been on this site everyday( even christmas day inbeetween cooking dinner) looking through everybodys worry and situations, and doing that helped me take my mind of with what i was going through,and to all of you i just wanted to say thankyou so much :-) you all kept me sain in a way through it, and now i will be stillhere everyday to try and make other people feel better through it all,
to the next chapter in my life.
thanks again guys