Test of cure biopsies

Hi everyone,

Need some advice please…
I had my first abnormal smear last nov had CIN3 positive HPV and LLETZ procedure.
My test of cure was Thursday just gone (22/07/21) and as soon as the consultant put the dye I could see straight away it wasn’t going to be great news, I had some biopsies taken and now back to the gruelling 6 weeks wait. Has anyone else gone through the same? I was soooo positive going into my test of cure appointment I just feel shattered again

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Lots of love to you all x