Hi im new here.
Ok so you are all going to think im pathetic but iam scared to death of going and getting my smear done.
In 2005 I had an abormal one come back, I had a colposcopy and treatment under GA to get rid of whatever it was, I was never told. I also doscovered I had hpv at the time of all this happening when I accessed my medical records. Up until then I had no idea no one ever mentioned it.
Now I had one smear done about 3 years ago and it came back as inconclusive. I know o should have gone back but I just cant seem to go. I pertrified, I had a very rough gyne who actually caused me physical pain.
My history is endometriosis, pcos, hpv, 2 children and a smoker. So im sure im a higher risk ?
I sont have any symptoms as far as im aware I have always suffered with bad periods although they do seems worse as ive got older. Very occasionally I have pain or tummy pain after sex but nothing consistant.
I know I need to go, but im terrified.