Morning here is my daily stress after a night of no sleep yet again.
Was examined Monday and the consultant said she is confident I have cancer. She said I would hear and a pet scan and MrI soon and she would call with the biopay results which she requested urgently. I havent heard anything from anyone and don't even have a point of contact. While they were looking I got the impression from their reactions it looks bad plus they are saying its cancer so just thought I would at least get quick dates for the scans.
i know I'm being selfish as so many people in my position but just thought wirh the extent of it I would have heard from somebody. I'm worried they have written me off and having loads of aches and pains which I'm concerned is indicating its spreading while I wait.
im thinking of going private for the scans if that speeds things up but don't have anyone to talk to about how that can work in conjunction with the nHS.
im fearing and thinking the worst and struggling to keep positive and cope.
Ps thanks for all your support this site has been a god send.