5 rt and 1 more cisplatin to go !!!!!!
What then ? What then ? There comes the anxiety of waiting ...
Am i wrong ? Can life be the same as before diagnosis ?
I was having difficulty breathing for the last few days. My doc requested a a chest x ray. Everything is okey , there is no problem.what the doc saw the x ray she told she was not expecting something bad. Than why did she requested one as x rays are harmful also.
Anyway , i am really depressed and on the edge of crying all the time.
I am tired of the all the things happen in the last 3 months ( diagnosis / surgery / waiting / chemo / rt ... everthing ) and afraid of the coming period, what if if there is a reoccuraance....
What shall i do to be happy and relaxed again ?