I feel like I shouldn't be posting here as I don't have a question. I'm just really scared about my colposcopy on Thursday. I've been waiting a couple of weeks for this appointment and now that it is drawing closer I'm getting more and more worried and scared. Whenever I think about it I get butterflies in my stomach and start feeling sick as I'm so scared. I'm 23 and this will be my first colposcopy, and I'm worried about the whole thing. I was shaky and nervous during my GP check and swabs and I just feel like this will be worse. I'm also scared about possible results... although my partner knows I will be going to this apt and is even coming with me to the hospital, I still don't feel like I can confide about how I'm feeling as I don't want it to seem like I'm over reacting about potentially nothing. I'm at university and I feel like I keep missing days but it's literally because I can't sleep as I'm so worried.
I feel silly writing this as there are so many women who are going through so much worse than I am. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I feel like I need to rant and get it out my system.