I am new hear so dont know all the proper terms for everything so please be patient.
I never had a smear before kept saying what do I need that for. I have had my child 7 months ago and have been back and forth to the drs with pnd. Everytime I went she kept saying your due for it so I gave in and let her do one.
I have a letter through for a hospital appointment for a colposcopy and started to panic big style. crying panic attack the lot. I read on the net you dont get one of them unless you have several bad tests or if something bad shows up right away.
So I went for the colposcopy and they found cin3 so have removed it and sent it off. I have tested positive for hpv.
I was taken to a room after and told such a lot of things but I was in such a shock I dont know anything I was told.
I fear the worse, I google it scares me, I google again and something compleatly different comes up.
I am so full of emotions I dont have a clue what to do. I am sad I am angery, I am disapointed in myself..
I am now sore, sad and havnt got a clue whats going on, what am I going to do and what if its going to be the C word. I cry and I shout my brain is just a jumble
I had my whole life planned and it just seams to have come to a screaming halt whilst I wait.