I saw my Consultant today who confirmed cc 1b1 and I have a radical hysterectomy booked in for 28th Jan.
I had a Colposcopy in October, LLETZ and Hysteroscopy under ga in November, confirmed cc and an internal MRI in December and throughout I haven't shed a tear or even had a wobble. It feels like it is all happening to someone else. I'm worried it's going to hit me hard after I have the hysterectomy and I'm going to be angry at myself for not preparing myself more for such serious surgery.
I would appreciate any advice you can give me.