Sorry if this is going too far (!!)... just wondering if anybody else is having the same thoughts/worries.
I had my colcoscopy about 9 days ago. I know I'm probably not going to get my results for a couple of weeks at least. My bleeding stopped about 5 days ago, and I am running of of reasons to not have sex! I'm just so worried that something will happen that will cause me to freak out and I'll then have to sit on that worry until my results come.
My smear indicated "mild" changes with high risk HPV and I've never had bleeding after sex or discomfort, apart from slight discomfort once or twice in doggy style (I know, I know, TMI!) which I don't think is that unusual. So I know it will be ok, but what if it isn't and I then have to keep my panic at bay for weeks?
My fiance is amazing but he's also currently living with a mad woman, so it would be nice if I could get the courage up to look after him a little bit.
Is anybody else pathologically afraid of sex right now?!