I am 29 and nearly 2 years clear from cancer i had 1b2 with lymph nodes involved so had to have radio and chemo, after my treatement i was given the dialtors to use, at first i used them the first few months but i hated it so much and it use to hurt every time, then 5 months after finishing treatment i got the all clear and i just sort of stopped using the dialtors as i felt like everytime i would use them it would bring back all the memories and i just didnt want to think about it anymore and wanted to move on with my life. And i have regretted doing that as now my vagina has narrowed so only half the dilator goes in and its the 3rd biggest that i am using not even the bigger one, i have just started dating again and i have found a really nice guy, he doesnt know about any of this and im scared that we are not going to be able to have sex. i literally cant stop crying when i think about it, i mean who is going to want to be with someone who cant have sex at my age, let alone having to tell them i cant have babies. I try and be strong and i am so happy the cancer has gone but everytime i try and move forward i cant. I just really dont know what to do and i just dont feel like i have got anyone to talk to about it, is there a way of making my vagina bigger again? i will literally try anything.