I had my routine smear about a week and a bit ago and i recieved the results in less than a week and i have severe dyskaryosis. I rang for the appointment for my colposcopy yesterday and she said i needed to be seen asap and was trying to get me in this week but i told her i couldnt as my partners work wouldnt let him have time off on short notice and have 2 children to sort around too. She was very insistant that i needed to be seen before the 14th. She told me to bring someone with me as i would be having treatment on that day.
My son is 16 months old and i had an awful pregnancy and afterwards i saw a dr because i said my cervix wasnt feeling right and causing me pain amd he did am internal and said everything was ok. Simce then me and my partner dont have sex very often because it is uncomfertable and i sometimes bleed but i never thought anything of it as the dr said everything looked ok, when i had my smear test she had a really hard time reaching my cervix because it has gone really far back amd to the side and she also said if i had to see anyone for it to tell them that.
With all this and reading things i am now panicking myself and i suffer with anxiety which makes me over think everything and i just have a really bad feeling they are going to tell me something really bad next week.