this is is the first time I have posted here and this is going to be long so please bare with me. So I made the stupid mistake of putting off my smear test till I was 29. They found cin 1/2 and CGIN. This has resulted in me requiring a lettz procedure in March, following this it was found that they did not get clean margins and I ended up having to get another Lletz done in May. I had not heard anything and had chased them up a few times and was told on the phone yesterday that they still did not get clean margins.
The nurse i spoke with has explained that there is a big meeting tomorrow where my case will be getting discussed, then they will contact me to let me know what they recommend. I stupidly started reading and saw the word hysterectomy getting used.
Now, to make this even more complicated we found out a month or so ago that my husband and I are going to need IVF to conceive, we have been trying for almost 2 years and I am currently losing weight to get the referral sent through. I am now absolutely terrified about what is going to happen. I am so frightened that this will be another hurdle to us having children and I can't stand the thought of a hysterectomy at 30.
Can anyone share some some positive stories or even give me any comfort? I've never been so scared about what might happen and I can't stop my brain from thinking horrible things. I know that I need to wait till tomorrow to find out what's happening but any comfort you guys can give me would be amazing.
Thank you xx