I am a 30 years old woman who recently got diagnosed with CIN 3.
I am new here and I don’t live in the UK but I found this forum very helpful so I am looking for experiences and advices!
I am originally from France but I live in the US and for the longest I had no insurance so for 7 years I never got a chance to get screened and when i finally did last July they diagnosed me with CIN III which was a big shock to me because when I left France I was 100% healthy and tested/checked for everything and since I came here I only had 2 partners and long terms relationships too so I really didn’t expect this of all things..
i got a LEEP on August 25, results came back with unclear margins so they did a cold knife cone on Tuesday December 5, I am now waiting for my follow up appointment next week.
i feel relieved that they took care of it but I am terrified that it comes back since I am sure i have had this for a long time and obviously my body can’t seem to be able to kill this stupid HPV and I keep telling myself that as long as I have this hpv it will come back and I dont know what to do..
i am not single and I don’t even know how to handle meeting a person, telling the person about this and how to even hope one day to have a family
all of this is now mixed in my head, the fear of being sick again, the fear of having a cancer one day, the fear of never having a family because of this...I am so lost..
any experience, advice, word will be appreciated!