Merry Christmas. I am new to the forum but have gained support from reading the many threads theta have been posted.
I was diagnosed with a1a CC in January of 2015 and had two rounds of lletz treatment. It was very early and my consultant was very positive about the future and I was given the all clear in April. At the time I felt very grateful that it had been caught so early and things looked good.
However as time has passed I have become more worried about it coming back. I constantly Google and worry about every little ache and pain. Things have been exacerbated as I found out I was pregnant in June and was so excited, however, I unfortunately lost my baby boy in October.
Since then it has been hard to focus on anything positive and I feel like I have become fixated on the cancer coming back. I requested a colposcopy asap after I lost Ethan but the consultant wouldn’t look at me until three months had passed. I am now due for colposcopy on January 21st and I’m hoping it will be ok.
I know that there is no reason why it should come back given the stage I was at but I’m just struggling to be rational so any words of wisdom you ladies can offer would be much appreciated : )