so much going through my head right now. My colposcopy undee a month ago was clear- no abnormality could be seen. So the news yesterday that the smear had in fact picked up cancer has floored me. The fact that nothing could b seen on examination makes me think it must b hiding up in the cervical canal? And there could in fact be a massive tumour up there that has been missed.
I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I just feel sick.
Im 100% convinced my MRI is going to show major progression and I can't stop thinking like that.