I feel so stupid posting this but need to get it out there.
When I am on my own driving my mind keeps wondering...I think it'd be easier to be in a rta and die than go through this. I really can't think like this because I have a darling child who needs me. I am so terrified og this winning and taking me away from her. I don't want to die.
Tbe second tthing is that I donated money to cancer charities on a whim in the hope it would make a difference to my outcome....how ridiculous is that?!
I just needed to put that out there.
Has anyone done anything similar or had similar thoughts or am I crazy?